mum called me and told me that dad complained to her this morning that he can't walk at all suddenly.

could it be the bad weather? or could it be the fact that he is in risk of suffering from stroke the second time?

suddenly, i feel very lost. tears are flooding my eyes.

suddenly, i am so so so afraid of losing him.

suddenly, i feel so guilty for always quarrelling with him.

suddenly, i realised how important he is to me.


I love you, PAPA. if only, i can bring my ego down and say this straight to your face.
i really want to kiss and hug you this moment.
You are definitely my best PAPA.